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I think 

In our lifetime,

We slowly give away tiny pieces of our heart

To those who we care for

To whom we love

Those whom we pity

And those whom we understand.

And I think

Some of us are unaware 

Of the breaking away of heart pieces

Of the floating of them into the hands of others

Just like how we unknowingly fall in love.

We find our happiness in the hands of others.

And it may not necessarily be the way people disapprove of.

Not the way we 'depend' on men and give them our everything.

Though it does feel like it.

There were days where the people who carried my heart

Had to leave.

And those who haven't,

Well, they will someday.

And when that happens,

It feels like a part of you has been ripped away.

Disappeared forever.

Another thing that has made you smile,

had brought you joy

Lost.

Tell me again how I should move on.

-Li Ling