Wednesday, 14 August 2013

Those days :( || CyberTalk

Hello :) It's nice to be writing(typing) again. Tomorrow is the first day of CA exams and I have to say that I am pretty jacked up. I rarely make blog posts about this stuff but I thought that through this I can help others out there that feel the same way and perhaps somehow help myself.

So. I have been feeling rather down lately. 2 minutes ago I was breaking apart haha. I don't know why but I have been so stressed and overwhelmed with I don't even know what. It could be studies and everything. Idk. Whenever I feel sad or stressed out, I always start to think about those who are so much less fortunate than me. Those who have really tough parents or tough CCA's even. Those who reach home at 6 or 7 everyday because of competitions or tuition etc. I would tell myself that I shouldn't pity myself and blah blah blah. But heres advice for me and all of you reading this: Do not pity or look down on yourself/life. But, at the same time, it is okay for you to feel upset. It is okay for you to sometimes choose not to talk to anyone that day. And it is okay for you to show it. You do not have to smile or laugh or pretend everything is fine when it really isn't. But at the same time, I guess this is how people like me are.
 I just have this 'instinct'. Some people call it a habit. I hide my feelings all the time. I might feel as crappy as ever that day, but I will still pretend everything is fine. Now, I know a lot of people like that. I know when they are trying to hide the fact that they are hurting or just something is bothering them. But at the same time, if you do have the courage or are the type of person to show that you're sad, don't think that you can't smile or laugh at things that are funny or things that 'touch your heart' one way or another. Let yourself smile. Let yourself laugh because then afterwards you'll be happy that something or someone made you smile that day.



SO TO KEEP THE CHEESINESS TO THE MINIMUM, I'm gonna end of this post :)
I know its an abrupt ending but whatevs haha. LOVE YA!

signing off....
CLL

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