2013 Credits!

Hey guys :) 

So as you all know, 2013 is coming to an end and 2014 is just going to spring up like little daisies and hit us with the reality that one year has already flew by. 

I don't know about you guys but 2013 really just ended too fast for me. Taking my first steps into my new school felt just like yesterday. Meeting all these amazing people that I now have in my life didn't feel that long ago either. 365 days. Man, where did they all go?

Anyways, I wanted to make a special blogpost for all of the people that I am so thankful for!
Okay I shall start before my butt gets numb.

Please remember that the way I order these people/pictures have nothing to do with their 'worth' to me or anything like that. They all mean a lot to me. Period.

-Angie (aka babygie)

Thank you so much for being my friend for the past 7 years. Thank you for being the one that I can be silly with and have dance parties with and just laugh like crazy with. Also, I can't express how much I appreciate you being the one to encourage and go along with my weird ideas. For starting youtube with me and being the one to understand all my problems. Thanks hun!

- Jolynn (aka Jo)

Hey there crazy gurl :) Thank you for staying with me and being there for me. For being the one to always make me feel like I'm wanted and needed and thank you for all the laughs we shared together and the bizarre songs we made up together. I also love when we video chat!!! <3 I know the words 'I love you' is really overrated but I LOVE YOU SO MUCH and thank you so much for being one of my best friend :))

- Darelene (aka 'Dar')

Darelene, you are the most sweetest friend ever. I still remember the first day of P1 and I literally walked up to you and asked 'Can I be your friend?' or something like that haha! Thank you for being such an amazing friend and thank you for all the times when I would go to your house almost everyday after school. Stay amazing!!!

- Sidney (aka Australia)

You are so awesome, seriously. I can't begin to even tell you how much I appreciate you bringing me food and buying me drinks and coming over whenever you can. They are all small acts but they make a whole lot of difference to my day. You are always there for me and thank you so much for being in my life :))

-Lauren (aka Lao Ren)

Thank you for being so so so nice to me. You are always there to ask whether I'm okay and you're always there to laugh along with me. Thanks for all the ice-skating memories even though you did and still do suck at it (xD). But thanks for everything! *muaks*

-Karisha(aka Karisha Kardashian)

This beautiful lady right here xD. Thanks for being like a big sista and being so huggable and for having dance parties with me even though my hair kept sticking onto our home-made face masks. You are so unbelievably weird in your own way that me and isabelle keeps mentally face-palming ourself. But thanks for always being there for me <3 *huggie*

-Isabelle (aka belle)

Well, this certain bestie is at the other side of the globe right now but its all good :) Thanks for being such an amazing friend to talk to. You make me laugh so much and you're always up for the silliest selfies. for that, I FREAKING LOVE YOU! I miss you a whole lot and just remember I'm always here when you wanna fangirl over Josh Hutcherson :) Love from Singapore!!!

-Brinda (aka bringaga)

Well, how should I start on this one?

So obviously, it's kinda of a love-hate relationship but Brinda just calls it a 'hate' relationship coz she never wants to admit that she loves me so whatever. But thank you anyways, for making me laugh and making me hyper and just brightening up my days :)) I wuv yewww

-Oi Wei (aka my sick-minded bestie)

The one who is responsible for the corrupted-ness of my mind today.

Thank you for making me laugh so hard till I had tears in my eyes. Thank you for making the train rides home not boring. Thank you for making my day not boring. Thank you for making me feel loved and protected and thanks for being the friend that everyone thinks I'm lesbian with haha xD

Love you!!!

-Naila (aka NaiUGGGH)

Had way too many selfies of her on my phone so I thought 'why not'. 

Oh Naila :P Thanks for being so kind and sweet and so so so weird! You're the friend that I will wink at and blow air kisses at and be all lovey-dovey on twitter with :) You're so photogenic and you're also amazing behind the camera! #tumblrbudsforeva

-Nicole (aka Nic)

You are ruthless sometimes but also so sweet at other times haha! You give me hugs and you're always like the 'senior' and 'mother' figure out of all of us haha! Thanks for making interact club so interesting with you're wacky personality!

-Alyssa (aka Ally)

haha this pic xD Haish we are so ghetto :)) You are that one friend that I can be all sassy with and its awesome haha! Just wanna thank you for being so nice to me and being so funny and making me laugh! We shall take more polaroids tgt :))

- Sherlynn (idk whats ur nickname either haha!)

Thank you for being so sweet and nice to me. As well as being so supportive and being such a great classmate. Thank you for being there to talk to me and text me and fangirl about beth together :))

- Sheryl (you don't have a nickname xD)

Probably one of my most favourite pictures together :) As usual, thanks for making me laugh and smile and thanks for all the memories we had together. I hope you're doing good :) I miss you a lot!!!

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Yup that's it! There is actually so many more people that I want to thank but it would be way too long and i don't have their photos :( But yea! Happy New Years everyone! LOVE YA!!!

Signing off...

CLL

If I wasn't a human

Have you ever thought of what it'd be like if you weren't human?

No, I'm not talking about if I were Superman or Edward Cullen or anything like that.

Just anything other than a human. I mean, Superman is a man; and so is Edward Cullen.

What if I was just a bird passing by? Or an object like I don't know, a ruler? Have you ever thought of what it'd be like if we didn't do what we do. Or didn't feel what we feel. Or didn't think what we think.

It's a weird thought but sometimes it's scary to think that this is seriously a life. Everything you do or think has consequences. Everything you feel is real. Everything you touch, see and hear is real. Something you do now, can affect you later. 

Something you decide now, will affect you later.

For life.

Not gonna lie, sometimes its too big of a burden that I can bear to hold.

Sometimes, I feel like I'm just reading this... storybook. A storybook that dictates this life so detailedly that every second is included. A storybook that has the ability to make me feel so much and feel every single emotion that is in this 'character's' heart and mind. A storybook that can make me so happy, excited and warm. As well as sad, lost and alone.

However, I guess this is no storybook.

One day I'll be grey-haired and withered with age, so close yet so far to 'The End'. It won't just be a picture of me in a book sitting in the front porch, watching the sunset with my small and frail looking body. I will feel the ache in my bones, the tiredness in my eyes and the rhythmic rocking of the rocking chair. I will feel the squinting of my eyes due to the sun's glare and I'll feel the heat on my skin. I'll be able to identify the exact shade of green of the grass, because the paintings and pictures in storybooks will never get it right. 

No storybook will allow you to feel the fullness in your heart when you laugh. No storybook will allow you to feel how the tears running down your face slowly soaks into your skin and leaves a raw and vulnerable trail behind. Or anything near that for that matter.

Even words fall under expectations and limits because even words can't make you feel that. That is, if you and I weren't human, and if we had never felt the same way before.

If I wasn't human, I wouldn't be able to feel the utter loneliness or hurt that I sometimes feel. And if I wasn't human, I would't be able to feel the freedom and fullness of joy and happiness.

A blessing and a curse.

So I guess, instead of asking myself why this is not just some storybook, I should just go with the flow and let fate decide on how my life will continue. If life decides to throw stones in my way, I'll figure out soon enough that after I get through that course it'll be something amazing.

Sorry this post was really messy and confusing. My thoughts aren't very much sorted either. But thanks for reading anyways :) LOVE YA!

Signing off...

CLL

Catching Up :)

Hey! What's up? It's me again. Duh. Anyways, I did a few things with my friends the past few days so I thought i'd just document what I did, well through photos that is. So lets just jump right into it!

Town with sister & cousins- 16 Dec

Can't ever leave for town without an #ootd :)

 My gorgeous sister...

We ate a whole lot of sushi...

 I got a haircut! (omg so many people said they didn't notice like what?! I CUT OFF 4 INCHES! ITS ALOT!)

River Safari with the Fam - 17 Dec

 Just a random selfie on how I'm experimenting with my shorter hair :P

 oh hey panda...

 and another panda?

Can we just take a moment to notice the disgusted look on my face?

Yup my mom's bra was glowing in the glow-in-the-dark room and she was just dancing. pfft my mom.

 I was paranoid about how short my hair would look in a ponytail...

meh it wasn't really bad

 I specifically took this photo for some mad woman that I know who loves flamingos...

This girl to be exact...

 Chilling with Angie - 18 Dec

Basically us being crazy together... main reason why we are besties!

CMPS project with some classmates :) - 19 Dec

The beautiful Lisa... ( love her new hair )

Bathroom selfies! (oops I did it again ^^)

I found santa hats and bought one and took lots and lots of photos.

well what do ya know, another ootd

I take pictures when texting my friends so that they will stop saying that I have an unhealthy obsession and over-use of emojis.

 After that, I met up with my gal Sidney (aka Australia) for 2 movies back to back!
Yup, we were pretty excited for 'Frozen' & 'Catching Fire'!

Day out with Jolynn & Darelene! - 20 Dec

Love spending time with these two lovelies who has been with me for almost 5 years now.

 Jolynn got me a personalised air-brush snapback with my name on it! FROM LAS VEGAS <3

Yup, gotta have Starbucks.

I made an eye when randomly playing with water on the table.

 They came back to my place and we took polaroid pictures, sang christmas songs and I wrote a 'Merry X'mas' sign for the construction workers outside my window...

Thanks for the fun day you guys :)

 Gyming with Sidney - 21 Dec

 However, the pictures are contradictory.

Went for my Grandma's birthday dinner:)

Found some pretty rad statues...

My amazing cousins :))...

So yup! I had a lot going on those few days but I just wanted to finish this post off for all those directioners!

Found this GIF online one day and tho I'm not a directioner, I still thought it was adorbs :))

Thank you all for reading, Merry Belated Christmas and LOVE YA!

Signing off...

CLL