today's yoga session (i'm on Day 23): "where attention goes, energy flows." i turn that over in my mind, and am wholly unsatisfied with the largely inward-looking tendency of mine. i recognise a lot of selfishness, concern over public opinion (as much as i cheat myself into thinking i don't hold regard for), concern over a certain aesthetic. it is in my position of privilege that i am able to do so, and at the same time i remind myself not to take that for all it is. that privilege not necessarily translates only to gratitude but makes space for that much more action, indignation, and reflection.
i have a long, long way to go, and i don't presume to have any conclusions nor answers.
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